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The starvation and
dehydration lead to many deaths of elderly and young Armenians. Many of whom were too weak to partake in such
a journey, let alone survive under the extreme circumstances. This lead to many elderly and children being
abandoned along the death march. Women
who were physically exhausted could no longer bear the burden of carrying their
children, let alone feeding them. It is
hard to imagine circumstances where mothers would abandon their live infants on
the side of the road. But during the Armenian deportation this became
commonplace. Miriam Hanem had to make a
difficult decision, which came to haunt her for the rest of her life. She lost her two young children while being
deported, one she abandoned, while the other died in her arms. She was able to burry the one child that died,
but had regrets about abandoning her other child. One eyewitness claims that Miriam would sit
alone pulling out her hair repeating, “What happened to the one who was
alive? The wolves ate him; the wolves ate
him. One died, I know. The other one the wolves ate” (Miller 100).
These women were
forced to make a horrible decision; whether or not to save their lives or their
children. Some even had to decide
between children, or determine if they themselves should die. Mothers had to decide “whose life should be
given priority: an infant who was being carried and nursed or a child who was
older and strong enough to walk” (Miller 97).
Survivors have told numerous stories about seeing abandoned infants
along the roadside. Many justify this
action by saying the mothers simply could not carry their children anymore, which
under the circumstances makes complete sense.
One survivor remembers that infants “sometimes were put under the shade
of a tree, and other times they were simply left along the roadside to die”
(Miller 98). This image is both horrible
and hard to believe, but it truly illustrates the amount of despair the Armenian
women were facing. Their husbands had
been killed, they were marching through the desert with no food, children were
starving, and on top of all of this women were constantly being violently raped
or abducted.
These
cruelties inflected upon the Armenian women and children were even more
aggravated that nightly their camps were raided. This resulted in not only valuable
possessions being stolen, but young women and girls as well. The Turks and Kurds would fall upon the camps
at night and abduct the girls and force them into a life of involuntary
servitude. A survivor from Konia recounts that “the soldiers would come and give us
a bad time. Others from the hills and
mountains would come and snatch girls and baggage” (Miller 88). Many would never again see their families
again, or even know what became of their families. Girls would huddle together at night and try
to stay awake because they were terrified of being abducted. This only added to their sense of exhaustion
and all around feeling of hopelessness.
Attractive women were seen as valuable commodities. Many of the girls who escaped being abducted
had to deal with being abused and raped by the Turks.
Rape
plays in interesting role in extreme violence and genocide. The Armenian genocide is considered a
“military” or “government” genocide, meaning that most of the violence was coordinated
by the government and performed by the military. Though some of the general public did get
involved with riots and raiding, this percentage is relatively small; “there
were attacks by citizens on the target groups, but the preponderant violence
was government orchestrated” (Dutton 104).
No where in the Turkish military were soldiers taught to rape and humiliate
women; this makes military rape so interesting.
One must wonder if this is a primal human instinct brought out by
violence and rage, or if there is something more to it. It is possible that by raping and humiliating
Armenian women the Turkish soldiers were once again asserting their
dominance. “Rape is the quintessential
act by which a male demonstrates to a female she is conquered” (Dutton
125). This act is aggressive and though
somewhat rare in the everyday world seems to become common during wartime. Some scholars theorize that because wartime
is so hectic and there is very little chance of a solider ever being caught or
punished for rape it becomes acceptable.
“In military situations, the chances of being caught and punished for
rape diminish to near zero….military rape is especially problematic, it serves
no military purpose, soldiers are not trained to rape” (Dutton 125).
This leads one to
question why rape became so prevalent during the Armenian Genocide. There may not be a definite answer to this
question, but many scholars agree that rape cases like these are a form of
punishment. One must consider the
differences between the two cultures again; the Armenians were wealthy and
educated, while the Turks were mostly poor farmers. Hatred grew out of this relationship and this
could have caused some of the Turks to think that raping women was justifiable
on some level. The Armenian women were
raped in public as a form of humiliation, resulting from the loathing the
Ottoman Turks had for the Armenians.
Sexual abuse was
common during the deportations. The
younger and therefore more desirable females rarely made it through the
journey; they were either abducted by Kurds, forced to by wives of Turks, raped
and abused to the point of death, or committed suicide to avoid one of these
fates. In one of the more brutal
accounts was about a young girl who was raped by a Turkish leader in a town
their caravan passed. The gendarmes
dragged the girl away from her family, promising them that she would be
returned. The girl was eventually
returned “but she had been terribly abused and died. The witness to this event said that the women
gathered around the mother, attempting to comfort her. Several; of them dug a hole near the wall of
the city of Dikranager”
(Miller 103). It is amazing to read
these accounts and still be in awe of the strong and powerful spirit of the
Armenian women. These women must have
been exhausted, but managed to ban together and dig a grave for a child that
was not even their own.
Mothers feared for
the sake of their daughters lives all the time.
A survivor from Hadjin recounts how her mother would disguise her
daughter so the raiding Turks and Kurds would think they were ugly and
unattractive. “My mother used to keep us
dirty intentionally – in the face especially – and would wrap rags on our
heads” (Dutton 101). Armenian women also
had to deal with childbirth along with way while they were being deported. Many Armenian’s reported having children as a
result of being raped. They were then
faced with conflicting emotions about their new children. A rape survivor revealed “her conflicting
emotions toward this child, she recalled that she would lay the baby on a rock,
unattended…when she came back hours later the baby would be there crying”
(Dutton 102). Her child lived for about
a week and when he died there was no burial, many infants were left behind in
such a way.
The trauma created
by the extreme violence towards the Armenian women caused many to commit
suicide. There are many firsthand
accounts of groups of young girls jumping into the Euphrates River
in order to escape their lives. This
reveals a complete lack of hope.
According to some accounts hundreds of girls would drown themselves
every single day. “It appears that a
form of group hysteria developed in which groups of young women elected to die
together. As best as we cab reconstruct,
these girls would link arms…and leap from a bridge or cliff into the turbulent
waters of the Euphrates or other rivers”
(Miller 104). It is thought that many of
these young girls died because they did not want to be raped or forced into a
life of servitude. Their suicides were
out of desperation and are disheartening stories.
Throughout the
whole experience one must wonder why and how such acts of violence could be
committed. These events were
orchestrated through the Turkish government, a new government with an
agenda. World War I was just beginning
and things were in a state of transition in Turkey. The Young Turks needed something to unite the
country against and the Armenians proved to be an easy target. Michael Ghiglieri analysis this idea from a
sociobiological perspective and comes up with an interesting idea that humans
want to belong and therefore create “in” groups, desirable, and “out” groups, undesirable
or different. He takes this idea one
step further and elaborates on what it means to be part of the in group. “To remain members of the in-group, individuals
initially move away physically and attitudinally from the identified
out-group. Perceived threat inspires the
requisite social polarization, initial avoidance, and eventual hostility”
(Dutton 111). This gives one a better
understanding to how and why the Turks came to hate the Armenians so much and
maybe a glimpse into the beginning stages of extreme violence and eventual
genocide.
Throughout the
whole ordeal the Armenian women remained resilient. Aghavni was a married, twenty year old mother
of two when she was deported from Sivas. She walked for seven months through the desert;
she lost her husband, her children, her mother, and multiple aunts. Aghavni recalls a time when she was in such despair
she through herself into the Euphrates
River in hopes of
drowning, but was pulled out by a kind gendarme. Once the caravan reached its final
destination of De-Zor “exhausted, she lay down naked on the banks of the Euphrates River, ready to die” (Miller 97). Two elderly Turks came upon her and took her
home, where she was nursed back to health.
Aghavni eventually married one of their sons and had more children; she
named her two firstborn sons after her deceased first husband and abandoned
brother. This survivor’s account reveals
many of the themes that occurred during the deportations. She lost her family, tried to commit suicide,
but managed to somehow survive. This
account is also interesting and important because it reveals that though many Turks
committed atrocities, not all Turks are “evil” or “bad people.” One must always remember that humans cannot
be generalized by cultural, ethnic, or religious groups.
The Armenian
Genocide is a controversial subject even to this day. The Turkish government will not admit that
this event occurred, leaving many Armenians feeling neglected. It is important to remember genocides such as
this because of the survivors and their descendents. It is a true test to the human spirit that
women like Aghavni were able to not only survive the genocide, but start a new
life afterwards. Women were abused and
raped to the point that death was easier than living. These stories must not be forgotten; the
Armenians must not be forgotten.
Violence towards women presents an interesting problem when examining
the reasons behind genocide. It is
completely unnecessary, but becomes a common occurrence. It demoralizes one’s victim and humiliates
them. Rape becomes another way for a man
to dominate a woman and perhaps this is why so many Armenian women had to face
such violence.
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| There is going to be a Dragonlance movie, seriously. I think it is only animated, but
still Dragonlance lol. I was watching Jeopardy today and Dragonlance
was an answer to one of the questions . . . weird. The category was Fantasy Novels, I sadly knew most of the answers, one was even about Roger Zelazny's classic 'The Chronicles of Amber.' Yep Amber.
In other news there are one to many black dogs in my life. I'm 'dog sitting' the Patterson's two dogs, Nestle and Rudy. Nestle is so old it's amazing she gets around anymore and Rudy is possible the most annoying and badly behaved dog ever. He makes up for it by being adorable though. I have scratches and bruises all over my legs and arms from him though, it looks like I was beaten.
Today at the Y there was a very large man talking to himself. Quote, "Wow that was a good workout, sweat, sweat, sweat. Wtf?
I really miss the beach.
I talked to my Grandma Pat on the phone today . . . she has Alzheimers. It was bad today. She kept on getting her dates and times all confused, it made me really really sad. I don't know how to handle this either, it's so selfish but it's easier for me to pretend it's not happening pretend that she is fine. I'm going over to have dinner with her Tuesday and then on Thursday she is going with me to Florida to see my dada! I better become super tan.
Au revoir.
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| 1.)Do you have a crush on somebody?: Of course...anyone who knows
me knows who I have a crush on, it's become more of an obsession.
2.) Do you hate more than 3 people?: Hmmmm, I don't think I really hate anyone, maybe dislike but not hate.
3.) How many houses have you lived in?: Well lets count...7 not counting the dorms
4.) Favorite candy bar?: Twix
5.) Have you ever tripped someone?: I've tried, but it never works out
6.)
Least favorite school subject?: Mathematics. That is why I am a humanities major. 7.) How many pairs of shoes
do you own?: I have no idea and I don't feel like trying to figure it out.
8.) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?: Of course, I own the first own. Or atleast used to own.
9.) Have you ever thrown up in public?: Once when I was drunk, about 2 weeks ago. THAT wasn't embarrassing at all.
10.) Name one thing that is always on your mind: FOOD I am addicted to FOOD. Chubby wants chocolate!
11.) Favorite genre of music?: Depends on the mood really, probably rock.
12.) What time were you born?: 10:00 am on the dot.
13.) Do you like beer?: I enjoy drinking beer...
14.) Ever made a prank phone call?: Oh dear god, waaaaay too many in 8th grade. I was pathetic.
15.)
What is the most embarassing CD you own?: Probably the multiple 98 degrees cds. Yeah, that's right I said multiple.
16.) Are you sarcastic?: Well yes.
17.) What are your favorite colors?: Earth tones.
18.) How many watches do you own?: None
19.) Summer or winter? Summer is fun, but winter has Christmas, snow and fire places.
20.) Is anyone in love with you? ha ha.
21.) Favorite color to wear? Brown, other earth tones
22.) Pepsi or Sprite?: Pepsi
23.) What color is your cell phone?: White, and it is huge, "like a freaking computer"
24.) Where is your second home?: OSU?
25.)
Have you ever slapped someone?: Well, it was an accident I swear.
26.) Have you ever had a cavity?: Yeah, I'm English.
27.)
How many lamps are in your bedroom?: Ummmm...I have atleast one lamp in there
28.) How many video games do you own?: I don't even want to go into this question, let's just say I am a boy.
29.)
What was your first pet?: Martini!
30.) Ever had head lice?: Nope, no bugs for me.
31.) Do looks matter?: not really
32.)
Do you use chapstick?: just when I need too
33.) Name 3 teachers from high school: Mangle-eye, Virgina Reynolds, and Ty H.
34.) American Eagle or Abercrombie?: Ummm...if I had to choose, American Eagle
35.) Are you too forgiving? Yes. I forgive and forget.
36.) How many children do you want?: Well I would like one, but then they would be lonely so maaaaaybe two.
37.) Do you own something from Hot Topic?: Hell no.
38.)
Favorite breakfast meal?: McDonalds bacon, egg and cheese buscuit...yummy!
39.) Do you own a gun?: ...do you really want to know...
40.) Ever thought you were in love?: Well, maybe.
41.) When was the last time you cried?: It's been awhile, probably sometime when I was drunk.
42.)
What did you do 3 nights ago?: Tuesday...sat in my dorm room
43.) Olive Garden?: Breadsticks!
44.) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?: nooooo
45.)
Have you ever been in a castle?: Well, the Ohio Castles, if those count...
46.) Nicknames?: Agar, Ber, Am, Ams, Jamber
47.) Do you know anyone named Bertha? nope
48.)
Ever been to Kentucky?: While I'm on my way to Florida many of times.
49.) Do you own something from Banana Republic?: Sure do
50.) Are you thinking about somebody right now?: Of course, talking to him too.
51.) Ever called somebody Boo?: Becky boo boo
52.) Do you smoke?: On occasion, I've stopped though.
53.) Do you own a diamond ring?: Yep, my birthstone is diamond, I'm spoiled
54.) Are you happy with your life right now?: Yes, today was a good day
55.) Do you dye your hair?: never
56.) Does anyone have a crush on you? uh-huh
57.) What year were you born?: 1986, YEAR OF THE TIGER
58.)
What were you doing in May of 1994? Chilling in second grade.
59.) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?: Used too.
60.) Do you like yourself?: Generally I think I'm pretty cool
61.)
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mother, she raised me.
62.) Favorite physical feature of the
preferred sex?: Hmmmm, sappy but probably eyes.
63.) Are you afraid of the dark?: Yes, just ask Rachel.
64.) Have you ever eaten paste?: Heck no. I used to chew on my hair though.
65.) Do you own a webcam?: negative
66.) Have you ever stripped?: no no no, I'm a good girl
67.) Ever broke a bone?: Nope, but I've always wanted to wear a cast.
68.) Are you religious?: no thanks. Spiritual maybe, religious, no.
69.) Do you chat on AIM often?: I'm online a lot, chatting not so much
70.)
Pringles or Lays?: Pringles...mmmmm
71.) Have you ever broken someones heart?: Maybe
72.) Full House or The Brady Bunch? Brady Bunch, it's a classic
73.)
Did you like your high school guidance counselor? NOOOOOOOOo
74.) When's the last time you drank? Do you really want to know that. Ok it was Monday. I am a drunk.
75.) Do you have a birth mark?: Nope.
76.)
Do you own a car?: Oh yes. Louis! Louis is the apple of my
eye. He is a beautiful neon-blue 95 grand-prix with a red racing
stripe and an AMAZING spoiler. Yes he is the love of my
life. I even cherish the personally made dents.
77.)
Can you cook?: Depends on what it is. I make a mean french toast.
78.) 3 things that annoy you: Sore throats (I currently have one), hypocrites, liars.
79.) Do you text message often?: Not really
80.) Money or love? Love, for sure!!!
81.) Do you have any scars?: Yep, one on my lip. Not very noticeable though.
82.) What do you want more than anything right now?: ...
83.)
Do you enjoy scary movies?: AHHHH, they scare me a bit too much.
I had to sleep in my parent's bed after I saw the Ring.
84.) Relationships or one night stands?: Relationships
85.)
Big Red or Juicy Fruit?: Big Red
86.)
Do you enjoy greasy food? Who doesn't?
87.) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?: Actually I've never seen any
88.) Do you own a box of crayons?: At home maybe.
89.) Ever had sex in a public place?: All the time.
90.)
Who was the last person that said they loved you?: my mother.
91.) Who was the last person that made you mad?: let's not go into that.
92.) Who was the last person that made you cry?: Probably a guy.
93.) Who was the last person that made you laugh?: Rachel Sweany. "I just wanted to see a rat."
94.) Who was the last person that you fell for?: Once again, let's not mention.
95.) Who was the last person that instant messaged you?: Arg.
96.) Who was the last person that called you?: Ms. Shannon Chovan
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| Well...looks like I've made it through Valentines Day with no major
disasters. It actually wasn't that bad, I dislike Valentines Day
when I'm in a relationship and when I'm single. It just creates
awkward moments. Awkward romantic moments are the worst...
Today was Rachel's birthday! We went to a concert and saw some
pretty good bands. A guy from a band handed out Valentines and it
made my night.
I'm ready to go out in drink...I need to go to a party...I feel like I
haven't been out in forever. FOREVER, lol. But I did fail a
midterm today, and let me tell you it was amazing, not really.
Thankfully I have a make-up midterm in that class. It has been a
rough day, almost over though, praise the lord! (special
shout-out to Rachel and her religious friend lol).
Au revoir.
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| I hate being sick. I skipped most of my classes this week,
hopefully I won't be too far behind. Such bad timing, this is a
busy week. Hopefully I'll be better by tomorrow, if not I might
go to a doctor or go home. I feel so tired and run down .
I said hopefully twice.
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